Saturday, December 12, 2009

at-home-dont-wanna-study-so-wasting-my-time thoughts :D

been a long time...sometimes i just forget i actually love writing...even when what i write doesnt mean much...i actually started writing or rather discovered i was even interested last year at the time when our college yearbook was asking for articles....

i do wish i could write regularly...n i tell myself whatever excuse i have isnt good enough ....considering im good at making excuses..always saying no ...i just end up irritating the hell out of myself ....

so nowadays i just stay away from my computer...i dont have anything to do....i hate my classes(boooooooooooooooring)......and i just hate the nights i spend after them...i mean i know hostel can be fun....but there's just this void....i mean i can just snap out of it but dont choose too....pathetic is what i feel...

i love being crazy and stupid....that's when i really feel alive ....that's when i enjoy my life the most...that's when i forget to irritate myself with all those thoughts u think when ur so jobless.....

but alas,nowadys there's hardly been a time when i felt that.....should i be blaming the circumstances?......i dunno...

busy busy busy is what i wanna be, i want a tattoo(.....hmmmmm yeah!....)ooooooooh n a guy i like to have as my boyfriend ...i want my best friends to be in the same coll as me ...(fassu ,gautam and alison i do miss aloy)....i wanna be able to piss off my big brother all the time.(hee hee what fun that would be)...i wanna change my hairstyle(im doing it soon enough ,so thank god!)....i wanna stop being lazy(dunno if its ever going to happen in this lifetime ).....i wanna stop sucking at basketball :P....(but hey i think im getting better after i fell :D,i almost kicked ass!)...i wanna laugh n scream n act stupid n first and foremost stop pretending to be good...u kno there are times when u have these angry thoughts in ur head abt a person when he/she is right in front of you but u cant even manage to squeak out even some of them......well i wanna stop doing that.................................
my "want" list just keeps going on ....

ahh.....i feel better already....:)

and now i gtg study for my stupid exams....(ooooooooooooooooh yeah how could i forget...i want exams to be terminated )

buh bye for now :)

10 comments:

  1. Good luck. Study hard. Piss off your elder bro? Sheesh. No can do little sister! Try, try again and you surely shall succeed one day!

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  2. end of it all trying having some fun and enjoy what you do(except studies no one enjoys that:P).

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  3. You better mention me in a post soon or else.....

    =P

    I like reading you.

    I like this template MUCH more than your last one. That made stuff difficult to read.

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  5. @Ramit.....i dont wanna study hard....:(...n yeah im having no problem taking badla from him:P

    @djd....yeah true...studies :P..waste of time

    @DIVINEDIU.....there ....i like this template too.....last one was a pain in my ass....n thank you....

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  6. @divinediu......im waiting for u to mention me too...:P...ive mentioned u b4 thought not ny name

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  7. Hi Friend.. This is Vijay here.. Ur doing a good job.. Shall we exchange links...

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  8. study dear study you are under AUTONOMOUS u people will be later complaining about cgpa dgpa or something which sounds like them

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  9. Hi nice blog.. It sounds great..

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  10. @vijay...thanks:).....links?

    @vigneshwar....hahaha....i know...but i have been away from my dear friend tv for so long..i just cant help it:(

    @Sun thank you:)

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