Coll starts from tomo........NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
I don't wanna go back to that place.I don't know what was so horrible with it.Probably the thought if spending another 4-6 months in that hell.God !Everyone says hostel is so much fun,but i just can't seem to remember one thing that made me like that place.And now i have to go back.
Same ol' pretension,same ol' loneliness,same ol' bitchiness,same ol' thoughts about trying to prove i'm not llike somebody else.........I don't think i'l be able to take another dose of it again!
I wish for a new beginning,a new way of life,maybe a little more sync with my thoughts,a little more in touch with myself ,a little slowing down to see the world around.
I hope i'm able to realize what's truly important to me and NOT waste my time on dramas.
I hope i can be myself :)
Just pray for a new start .